Still numb!

Swamp grass anyone? I guess out of 6 children I have been very fortunate! This is the worst! Mckay desided to take my van for a swim. Upon arriving at the scene all I could see was the back tires and rear of the van sticking straight up out of the canal. I was shocked! I didn't know if I was suppose to freak out, or be grateful he didn't hit the trees that he apparently missed by just inches. I was numb this could not be real, BUT IT IS!! I still have to tell myself every day at least he is alive, at least he is alive, so I don't kill him myself!