Til we meet again!

Good bye dear sister, you have been a light shining brightly in my life. I only hope that I can endure and be valiant to the end. You are pure in heart, loving, caring and love the Lord. I will miss our talks and your encouraging words of wisdom. I hope I can make it on my own. I love you and God bless you!

Miss you Phyllis

I know Phyllis is finally at peace, but I will miss her so! She had so much to teach me still. She was always teaching me and helping me any way she could. Even when she was the one that was suffering and in pain she worried about me and what she could do for me. She is truly one of Gods Angels now! I love you and will miss you and will be glad to see you again soon!

2009

Don't wanna say that 2009 will be great (don't wanna jinx it) but sure hope it turns out that way. Andrew loves his mission, hopefully Mckay graduates, I'm moving on and Eric was baptized. So far 2009 is okay.

Grand kids are super great and love them dearly. Spencer is getting married in March. Jared and Makell moved to Rexburg. I'm glad they are closer. Now only Rhea lives outta town ha ha.

I am sad that Phyllis is so very sick. She has always been there for me and I can not be there for her. I know she is going to Heaven she is pure in heart. I love her dearly and will miss her so much. She has always been the example of righteousness. She taught me to pray, have faith and love the Lord. May God bless her and keep her! Always in my heart PJ!! Love you forever and will see you again!

Late post. Baby Alexis born September 23, and is adored by absolutely everyone. Can't get enough of that sweet lil baby girl! she was an angel for halloween and how appropiate that is! Tyler was a warewolf, Zach was darth and I was a Red Sox fan!!! Mckay"s last football game was yesterday, its the last of this Peña crew. Good thing we have Tyler and Zach coming up with the same love for sports!

Trying to move on. Divorce takes its toll. Going to see if dating is for me. It's kinda scary so gotta take it slow. I have a great family and good friends that have helped me through a tough tough year. I am ready for peace, happiness and joy!

Finding purpose

Its hard at times to find what my purpose is anymore. I have come to the point in my life that my little ones are not so little. I love my children dearly and have truly been blessed with great spirits to come into my life. I should be looking forward to a new direction but can't seem to find what I am to do now. I am trying to go back to school to get an education FINALLY but I still have a year to go. I love being a grannie and am excited with allllll the fun things they bring into my life. If anyone wants a ginormous fish or a dog just let me know.

Create your day in advance!

"when you say to yourself, `I'm going to have a pleasant visit or pleasant journey,` you are literally sending elements and forces ahead of your body that will arrange things to make your visit or journey pleasant. When before the visit or the journey or the shopping trip you are in a bad humor, or fearful or apprehensive of something unpleasant, you are sending unseen agencies ahead of you which will make some kind of unpleasantness. Our thoughts, or in other words, our state of mind, is ever at work ` fixing up` things good or bad in advance."
Prentice Mulford